frankie boyle's beanbag chair of death

i wish i could like comments on this website but i know that's silly

i already showed zac this show, and i don't think i can do it again in good conscience, this is a show best left with several year gaps between viewings. but it must be a BLAST to watch on weed.

i like it because i'm into weird shit but i'll be the first to admit nothing in this show makes any sense. truly baffling. they were trying to be lost but didn't understand what made lost captivating i think.

i already showed zac this show, and i don't think i can do it again in good conscience, this is a show best left with several year gaps between viewings. but it must be a BLAST to watch on weed.

I truly fail to understand why aloof and uncaring is what mainstream culture seems to see as "cool." Like so many people always trying to come off like nothing matters to them. Oh, sure, they're here, but they're not like, invested in it. Wouldn't matter to them one way or the other. I truly don't understand performing that. It just seems boring and depressing to me. Isn't it so much better to be invested in things? To feel all of life? To fully participate in the world around you?

I think this is a big part of why as a cynical 18 year old I really didn't feel like I was living life. I was miserable. I was trying so hard to detach myself from the world around me because in alot of ways I was only seeing negatives. 2005 wasn't great by any means but there was alot of good stuff I could have enjoyed too and I just chose not to because society had told me that's what it meant to be cool.

Anyway society is wrong about alotta stuff, turns out.